Tuesday, August 9, 2011

this one goes dark

Dark times loom above me, have been "looming" for sometime for the that matter। many would say it ain't so bad, and i agree, it ain't so bad.. i mean..yea nearly dying did really did a number on me, but pretending it didn't so that my friends and family didn't feel so bad, i thought was the noble thing to do, but that blew up in my face, after i was nearly shouted at till i nearly died the 2nd time. lol.. Oh well, i had that one coming for me.

But that actually was the ok bit! Its what came after was bad. I mean come on, i get it! but why the tough love attitude..what did i do to deserve that? why the rush to make it fine and dandy so soon.. why the rush to make it anything other than what it was..

I honestly don't care if we are not in a relationship anymore, it just doesn't change the way i feel about you.. just doesn't..

why cant you admit it to yourself....?

1 comment:

DiseasedSoul said...

Dont be so mad..or so tortured. the girl probably wasnt or isnt worth it. let it go...