Untitled for now

http://madravingsofatorturedsoul.blogspot.com/2007/12/great-wall-of-prague.html

http://madravingsofatorturedsoul.blogspot.com/2007/12/gin-you-fool.html

We treaded the ground softly, anxious not to make any sound, the numerous dry foilage that layered the floor of the forest made our task next to imposssible. We were still in enemy territory and the sentinels were not far behind, they would catch up to us eventually. The key was stealth, we had to stay hidden until the search was called off. Gin led the way with unerring surety. Even with the injury sustained to his leg, he moved with such grace that befitted a skilled warrior. what had happened to him in that cave!

standing resolute

My back is turned, my shoulders are straight,
and i walk with a steady stride,
but my sodden cheeks tell a different story...

this one goes dark

Dark times loom above me, have been "looming" for sometime for the that matter। many would say it ain't so bad, and i agree, it ain't so bad.. i mean..yea nearly dying did really did a number on me, but pretending it didn't so that my friends and family didn't feel so bad, i thought was the noble thing to do, but that blew up in my face, after i was nearly shouted at till i nearly died the 2nd time. lol.. Oh well, i had that one coming for me.

But that actually was the ok bit! Its what came after was bad. I mean come on, i get it! but why the tough love attitude..what did i do to deserve that? why the rush to make it fine and dandy so soon.. why the rush to make it anything other than what it was..

I honestly don't care if we are not in a relationship anymore, it just doesn't change the way i feel about you.. just doesn't..

why cant you admit it to yourself....?