Untitled for now

http://madravingsofatorturedsoul.blogspot.com/2007/12/great-wall-of-prague.html

http://madravingsofatorturedsoul.blogspot.com/2007/12/gin-you-fool.html

We treaded the ground softly, anxious not to make any sound, the numerous dry foilage that layered the floor of the forest made our task next to imposssible. We were still in enemy territory and the sentinels were not far behind, they would catch up to us eventually. The key was stealth, we had to stay hidden until the search was called off. Gin led the way with unerring surety. Even with the injury sustained to his leg, he moved with such grace that befitted a skilled warrior. what had happened to him in that cave!

standing resolute

My back is turned, my shoulders are straight,
and i walk with a steady stride,
but my sodden cheeks tell a different story...

this one goes dark

Dark times loom above me, have been "looming" for sometime for the that matter। many would say it ain't so bad, and i agree, it ain't so bad.. i mean..yea nearly dying did really did a number on me, but pretending it didn't so that my friends and family didn't feel so bad, i thought was the noble thing to do, but that blew up in my face, after i was nearly shouted at till i nearly died the 2nd time. lol.. Oh well, i had that one coming for me.

But that actually was the ok bit! Its what came after was bad. I mean come on, i get it! but why the tough love attitude..what did i do to deserve that? why the rush to make it fine and dandy so soon.. why the rush to make it anything other than what it was..

I honestly don't care if we are not in a relationship anymore, it just doesn't change the way i feel about you.. just doesn't..

why cant you admit it to yourself....?

realisation

Have you ever had a friend, a girl, so close that u can tell her anything, and everything.. she's the one mann..

blowing off the dust.. *cough cough*

hello. 2nd year med looms at my doorstep as i decide to blow the dust of my good ol' blog..it definitely warrants a change of name. Im no longer tortured for instance, though these are still mad ravings. i have received the assurance i needed, i belong here, this is what im meant to be doing for the rest of my life. I needn't be so dramatic, i know, but i can't help it. its built into the bones. :)
on other matters, for the record, BEST SUMMER OF LIFE todate. A lot of action, titillating in nature, with a dash of drama, the scintillating kind. A lot of eye opening issues, both for me as well as for my betters.
i've found someone special in a friend. still early days though but i am hopeful. :):)

Diwali

A new group of people have come to my attention, a group that thus far, i have only been vaguely aware of, certain individuals with distinct similarities. They have come together to celebrate a day of special significance. They have come together as one, in many different hues and shades, in raucous giggles or silent rumination. They will be a pleasure to get to know.

waiting

I'm restless, i'm bored, i'm angry.i feel crazy. In frustration, in pain, brows furrowed, glaring at my reflection, i sit in listless agony, willing my phone to ring. I await the sound of your melifluous voice, to serenade me, to elate me, to liberate me.